inspired :')

most inspiring day of the month, defo :') He's the national champ wow.

"I was raised as a Christian, that's the reason why i'm who i am today. It's the backbone of my life...God made me this way, & he had a purpose for making me this way, so why sit there and feel sorry for myself?

He blessed me with the people around me, & blessed me with the ability. & who am i to take glory for that?

Life isn't perfect, you're always gonna hv struggles, some pple hv bigger struggles than others. But God doesn't put sth in your life that you can handle" :')

inspired :')

most inspiring day of the month, defo :')

"I was raised as a Christian, that's the reason why i'm who i am today. It's the backbone of my life...God made me this way, & he had a purpose for making me this way, so why sit there and feel sorry for myself?

He blessed me with the people around me, & blessed me with the ability. & who am i to take glory for that?

Life isn't perfect, you're always gonna hv struggles, some pple hv bigger struggles than others. But God doesn't put sth in your life that you can handle" :')

ONE OF THE WORST TIMES OF MY LIFE. EVER!!!!! DYING DYING WANT JIE TO BE HOME RIGHT NOW. why am i so naive?!!?!!!! why :'( omg i can't believe i did it i rly just want to die................................................WHY?!!!! WHY ME AND I RLY TRUST MY INSTINCTS CUZ I AM ALMOST ALWAYS RIGHT BUT I RLY DK WHAT'S HAPPENING NOW & IT RLY SUCKS. VAGUENESS SUCKS I JUST WANT TO TURN BACK TIME...................... omg...................worse thing ever!!!!!!!!!! i come back home late from whaddup tuesday and then this............PLEASE AH DAOIFNWJNGNVWBELAHJB3IBR :'( :"( :'(

sucks la this shit. please let it not be. please Lord please

New year resolutions finally^^

-BE A JOY TO OTHERS. Be optimistic, it shines thru ;)
-speak up in class!!
-save up & be less spendthrift (ie. gongcha/clothes) for summer study
-AIM >3.55 gpa
-Be less last minute, complete home work 2 days before
-perfect my public speaking/presentation skills
-intentionally do daily devotion Altho it might appear routined

i like it when people say 'that's so you' hehhehehehheeh

house shiftin'

CURRENTLY it's the 4th day into shifting....& we're still shifting ahahaha. Ash was saying his friends were asking him how come shift house so long one lol. Friday was the first day (when movers rly shifted our furniture into binjai park) then since then till now, we've been mopping, sweeping, cleaning, unwrapping, unpacking, arranging etc. Never did so much work before >:) Anw tried walking in tdy frm the bustop IT TOOK ABOUT 17MINS :(

so now it's been 2 weeks into hols!!! ohno starting to ask myself what i've achieved altho the first week (as far as i can recall) was preeeeetty good ;) Now counting forwards, there's like A WEEK left to christmas....which means 3 WEEKS LEFT TO TERM 2 IN SMU?? sian leh hvn't recovered from term 1 yet lol

ANW i got back my gpa alr!!!!! indiv grades for each mod out too. Sigh tried to delay by not checking heh heh cuz results were out on shiftin' day & i tried to psych myself tt i was too busy to check (when obv there were fragments of time where i cld go check on my phone lol). So FINALLY just before catching mission impossible, iwenttocheck omg & sian, q low :(

Honestly thought i wld've done better :'( But somehow i'm not say completely disappointed or defeated cuz i told myself tt term 1 was to see/gauge how i cld adapt to the smu system. & thus didn't set an aim for myself so thr's nothing much to get disappointed about i guess....? :/ henh

Planning for yf camp has been surprisingly much harder then i thought too...q challenging to co-lead a bunch of younger youths!! Sometimes i lose the motivation to see how things are running, which =BAD. Somehow i feel this year's theme is not as easy to identify w...& i think the campers will prob feel the same. ahxhzxx Plus camp's on the 26th. Okay need to give my best when i serve go me :)

SO YES 2 THINGS I WNA ACHIEVE IN YEAR 2012 ALREADY
1) get at least 3.55 GPA
2) Be less controlling & not to show/say everyting i feel

After all....according to Meyer Briggs I'M AN ESFJ hahah repeating this once again ^^
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if you're asking me in 69 days time, i'm gonna say it heeeeeh

Annoyance at it's max

Why am I finding people increasingly annoying nowadays!!! :( ie) getting easily annoyed nowadays haahahha. Maybe i'm becoming a social deviant or sth!!!! LOL dk how to describe leh.....then everyone starts asking me why Im suddenly so anti social or quiet hee hee

people who talk too loudly give me a headache, talking to those who like to dominate conversations just makes me less inclined to respond so they can be more automatic & realize everyone wants to contribute to the conversation as well.

Or maybe it's true after all that I like I be in control of things lol like possessive and what else the ESFJ personality type means heh heh.

An because of that I can't be genuinely nice in all situations cuz when I don't like the way someone is acting I will just respond w indifference or annoyance!!!! Ahhhh need to change sigh sigh Lord please help me be more accepting & open to the way people around me behave

Prüfungen ):

2nd post this month oh wellzo. Finally reached the end of AW which was such a pain esp the night bfore 2B (i will nvr forget what happened) & what, 6 presentations? hehe :) :) :) ANW in midst of my first ever terms in SMU heh heh it has been hectic so far. Hvn't screwed my brain up so much by analyzing arguments omg why can't we just let ppl argue whenever they want & use any reasons they think is logical LOL

ok anw first paper over alr YEZZZZZZZZ 1/3 done, biz law & twc left. & i feel like a champion now thinking i've conquered the world-.- Shall conquer the other 2 too w God's help!! I think it rly helps tt almost everyone arnd me is studying too. Heh i might just die when i hv to study on my own for the 2 terms after jie graduates hahahaha no more mugging late nights tgth

Thru the span of this mugging period i've also learnt to study OUTSIDE w near perfect concentration - sth i've nvr been able to do since forever. Mugged w so many fellow smuggers & non-smuggers alike drng the exam period hah & i've learnt to force myself to focus hocus pocus :> I think it truly helps to hv a dysfunctional phone also bahahaha can't wait to get iphone 4s AFTER EXAMS (srsly been damn patient on this one, bt not complaining)

GNA TRY & MUG BLAW NOW time of performance effects of repudiatory breach economic duress frustrated contracts acts gosh..........

What is love?

BAHAHAHA so cute

Geburtstag☺♥ †

& SO......TERM 2 BIDDING WINDOW STARTS (hahahha of all days right, how memorable-.-)

okay so yeah so here's to giving thanks to God for past 19 years☺♥†
Quite happy thus far, just missing the times where texting was the main medium of birthday wishes hehe. Hmm so now it has escalated to a less personal scale-fb. Makes me wonder if people of previous generations felt tt similar evolution/transition from wishing in person to texting HEH HEH (thinking as such due to TWC classes)

anw hv been working on photoshop+poster making for the past week, good stuff/skill to learn hee :) altho do until my eyes nearly popped; cropping the girl's hair was such a pain. & thus, my 2nd masterpiece after 2+ HOURS of meddling & clicking hehe. 1st design (w rgds to absolut bottles-.-) abit too cui. janelle jie shereen flo said it was pretty haha quite flattered actl since it's my first time making a poster tt will be circulated on such A LARGE SCALE^^ i'm so thankful for flo's step by step feedback hahaha damn precise la didn't even knw my logos were of diff size when they seemed perfectly equal to me


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ok so i'm abit confused now. this long number came in i got confused & picked up (i mean who wldn't right, @1+am on their bday) then i had this instinct rgd xxx so i hung up after less than 25s....yep. and shut down my phone. mailed c.soh tham elea mich & then i just switched on & it rang again. hmm strange feeling so ok gotta forget it NOW
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so my birthday was spent in school haha, was abit jaded about it this time ha ha ha. idk why, maybe like what i learnt drng dg on thurs, shld learn not to place my trust/satisfaction on earthly things cuz it's SO easy to get let down/disappointed. Friends DO fail you. People do fail you. They will never be able to provide you the comfort that you need at the end of the day that God can give :') my goodness hahaha ok shall continue w end-term evaluation to get my 80E$

YOURS TRULY
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